As Days Go on~ Love gone Stronger And Stronger than Before~

I really Dislike hate Fridays now a days..

Mom ask me to go back but 

I have to leave my Dear behind

if I stay back,

I leave family behind~

what should I do~ = ' (

either choice will hurt either one of them~

erghhhhh~

what, how, where, who I'm always asking myself...

I'm sorry to both my dear and mom.....

Is hard decision for me to make....

I don't want to my dear alone~~

I'm very pity and is hard for me to take that leaving my dear alone~

sigh~~~

i'm not here, my dear will eat late, eat chocolate...

hurt my feeling the most is...

dear go da pau urself that day...

I feel like i'm so .......

can't take care of dear = ' (

Dear~~~~~

this week i did a wrong choice to reload touch and go....

making me running out of money this week.. = (

I'm really scare everytime my dear angry or saD on me...

everytime if dear sad~

i will think a lot..

ever seeing dear blog last time posting a blog telling lost confident,

i'm so scare of losing you..

that is why i always telling dear 

don't leave me

dear is not what playgirl.....

for me dear is a mature lady....

today making dear angry, feel so sorry....

maybe i'm been doing cleaning and then angry..

I never meant to make you angry dear~~~ it's totally my fault today, really really sorry....

some thing keep inside my mind....

why I don't dare to tell them bout adding a person on apartment = ' (

I really want to hug you every night and sleep beside you~~~~~

really want to cry.... every word I write is with my feeling..... sigh~~~

I do not want to be a quite person anymore..

this will just make lost confident in myself on answering people question....

But

I will Never Ever Lost Confident In Our Love...

This Love Change Me A Lot..

Because Of This Relationship,

It Make Me Realize That The Power Of Love Is So Strong...

sometimes I'm being too protective...

I don't know why~

every time is boys get near to dear~

talk to dear

 my heart started to feel jealous............ 

Hand pain today after cleaning room~

thank you dear for massaging my arms for me~~

~I really appreciated it~

The One Thing I Choose And Never Regret 

IS

Having U Be My One And Only Dear 

Lao Po = *

give dear listen song ^.^