~Missing you = Pain~

After 5 days challenge,

Wiffy finally back from Singapore~

During that 5 days, it is the most pain feeling I ever feel in My life ='(

Miss you so much~

Feeling useless without you beside me~

Until ur back, I can't stay with you~

sigh~

Why want treat me like this God~ TT it is really painful~

When Wiffy <3 at Singapore,

every night b4 i went to bed, the same thing I will do over and over again~

Take my phone, see ur picture and then said good night to you~ and even kiss my phone~ hehe <<< silly la me =P

Hug phone to sleep, X____x

When dear in Singapore, Hard to sms You ----> expensive for you to reply from SG~~~ Adui~~~

call u also they makan ur credit~~~ waaaaaAAAaa!!!!

Wednesday watch two movies with Wiffy~

First time in my life owhh~~~ hehe~ damm happy~~ =P

NEVER FORGET THE TASTY BURGER WE EAT YESTERDAY!!!!!!!

SO YUMMY!!!

EHUMMMM EHUMMMM!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait for the next time~~~

My mom is not dislike Wiffy, 

WIffy must get it right~ she worry bout me thats all~ ( dun simply think)

=)

Back to home again~ HUbby Really Misses You honey~ T.T

I wanted to stay beside you, I try my best~ T.T

I really do try my best ~ ='(

I love you forever~ for you i can do everything~ ='(

Dear i will do everything to hlp cure ur leg~ no worries~ 

because I'm Ur Hubby Forever ^.^ 

hehe~

Hubby Love you Forever~ 

Trust + believing is Important~

TOday is the second day that i'm back in here~

I really hope that everyday going to be happy~

But comes out it's actually not~

Do you still have trust in our relationship?????

YOu always ask me not to think nonsense but today is you that did it~~~

I trust and believe in our love~

BUT why you go search Google 

" why no boyfriend don't love me anymore :( "

why do you want to search it????

why are you not believing in me?????

SAD~

no matter how many times i said i love you, if the trust within you and our relationship is gone,

you will only always feel that i'm not love you~

DO you know it hurt my feeling when i saw you search this on google???

What's wrong???

T=T

it's not joking~~~

I take this relationship seriously~

when i ask you the same question, u will said that my fikiran not matured???

now i try really hard to built/ make our relationship last forever~~~~

Ask yourself, if i don't love you,

will i go walk around to look for your favorite ice cream in the hot weather?

If i don't love you, would I still help you apply medicine everyday??

If I don't love you,  will I still go buy your favorite 

'Dou Hua' for you even i injured my leg??

If i don't love you, will i still control you eating spicy food???

If i Don't love you, will i still care about ur healthy? 

T^T

When i saw what you search on google, it only make me felt so disappointed/ unhappy,,,,

why i keep showing my dear love, you still can't realize it?? = '(

I though this week will be a happy week, but just come to the second day, things change again~~~~

I'm tired on myself~

I don;t know what to do~

why???

= ' ( 

 game is not a living things, you are a living things,

why will you compared you with a  non-living things???

should i be a non- living thing only that you can feel my love???

From the 1st day till today, I'm still always appreciated, love, care, about you~

Do you know that everytime dear ask me this question, 

it only make me think that i'm not good enough,

maybe i should not deserved you~ T.T

why love is so difficult now????

can;t just be back the 1st daY?

135 days~ = '(

tears in my broken heart~

sad~

wanted to cry, but don't have the strength to do it~

heart really pain~ 

Every single I love you i write to you is not weather it's reality or not reality, 

it's the strength that found inside a man heart  to write it~

I end this post with three word~

'I Love You'

~H3~aRt~Beat~

Dear~
Sorry Last few week keep bringing sadness to you~
And I keep simply think stuff~
sigh~

Dear you are the strongest~ I'm still not as strong as you~
I will changed~ I will not do the same mistake over and over again~
I just want to stay happy forever with you~
Let us both write our own love story~

Been two weeks I with you this time~
When it comes to today~
It is really hard for me to take a step back to klang~
feeling of don;t want to leave you~ T.T

WIffy~ maybe i not yet thanks you on teaching me AP and QM
I will said it here ooo~ THANKS YOU WIFFY~
Hopefully i can pass the AP~ I wanted to study with you~
I really scare i did not do well in AP~
that time i was not feeling well and have to use my brain to think~
waaaa~~ i very scare~ dear~~~~~~ sob sob
already pass le, dun want think it anymore...
MUST PASS!!!!
^^

Dear~ promise you not going to make you sad anymore~
I will keep this promise forever~
I want you keep smiling de~ look cute maawhh~ hahahahah
Sorry DEar~ about msn sometimes~
when my connection get slow, it really sux~
late received message from you and late reply, sigh~~~~~~~~
SORRY~~

Dear~
I'm still Loving you forever ♥ ❤~ Sayang you♥ ❤~ chong you♥ ❤ ~ muahahah xD dear~
Miss you really much here~ aikzz~ =')