Disappointed = speechless to myself = '' (

Supposing tomorrow am going back to celebrate the year of 2011 with my dear.
and she said,
she was waiting for me to go shopping with her~
i am so excited and happy because it left few more hours i would be back to see my love..
I missing her very much ever since i'm back at Klang =' (
Everything is going well but till yesterday night~
my mom, suddenly ask me to go back on the Sunday~~
It's was like totally throw my mood away...
Try to argue but I am tired of arguing..
Because arguing well just end up hurting each other feeling..
nobody will win or lose..

I always kept my promises i made and I dislike breaking my promises.
A promise is about a person trust in you..
I said i will do it mean I will do it till the end..
I've promise my dear to be back on Saturday,
But.. because of.. and now I can't able to be back to be with you..

Breaking promises I made to you is so hard for me to take~
Is like you give trust to me and i throw it way =(
I'm feeling disappointed on myself..
I really do not know how to said sorry this time..
But just hoping that you forgive me....
supposing today was able to see you and now added another day~
a day = a year to me..........
guess i should really do is sleep to pass my time~

12/30/2110 10.25PM ~ShAriNg~

The word calm for me~
Calm Kenny, Calm~
It is ok~
Everything is fine~
Ever Since my life started on secondary school~
Thinking back those day~ haha  =?
~ it's weird~ but never mind just sharing =\
The day I learn to stay calm~~
~Telling Myself~
If you ever feel down, no worries, all I've to do is slowly get back up and keep on moving.
That day I started to understand the way of life..
NEVER GIVE UP!!

During secondary school, i'm bad in math~
I just can't understand why I'm just bad in it..
They usually said Chinese is very good in counting.. even in the society, most of the successful business man
are usually Chinese...
Calm again I'm telling myself..
keep on moving forward... Never give up~ one day you can do it~
Hard-works always pays till the end of the day..
and finally i get A for math in SPM. = P

~My college~
Foundation in Arts~ final exam result is out!!
and knowing that my maths paper have to take a sup- paper.. = '(
first~ i felt sad and disappointed~
keeping me a moment on thinking of myself~
Calm down kenny~
and rang up to my princess~
she told me that have to take 2 sup-paper
and she was really sad~
I can tell by listening her voice on the phone~
Dear Dear Dear~
Keep telling her not to be sad~
because not everyone is perfect in everything~
but is just the way of life~
we failed, just get back up and try again~
Most importantly~ we choose to face it but not to failed it in our exam..
I know You Try Your Best in Your Exam ^^
I will be very happy and glad to help and teach you till you pass it~
And for me, Dear Teach me Math = '(

Calm Calm Calm kenny~
but actually some times, a person calm have it own limit =?
once it reach it's limit,
It feel like flame burning you from hell inside your heart.. ='(
Feeling of  Unhappy!!
Hell is the world most scariest place in the world~~
sometimes just don't over the limit of jokes >.<
you just don't understand she's my dear~
or maybe i'm just care too much~~~
Just Calm Kenny~
Sadness feeling my heart. Tears falling down inside my heart~
= '(

It's ok Kenny~ look at the time 11.08 PM
just hope it pass faster!! just want to go back and see my dear~~
I Miss you really much = ''(

~Vid3o~

My Dear So            Smart Owh~~ xixi ^^

Combining All our Photo and Make A Video..

Showing me On Christmas Day..

Gosh.............................

So Touch...

1st Time In My Life I See That Kind Of Video.. I'm Really Happy To See That Dear~~

~You ToUcH My HeArT~

DeAr~

Every time I read the post that u posted on ur private blog,

It give me a feeling  of tears going to falls from my eye...

My heart feeling so soft like mash mallow~ = ' (

So Touch~

It's been two days me and my lao po zai play video call le = P

herherher~ 8)

  Today my dear discover that video call can actually take picture~ 0.0

lolx

and then we starting to take each other picture and share with each other.. = )

look at my dear at video call.

hehe 

so cute lawr my sweetie bear~~  = P

and today I'm really happy to see my dear~~

SO PRETTY EH !!!

FUYOOHHH~~

0.0

Every time after video call I felt very sad.. 

because video call is only able to see but won't be able to touch you~

T.T

you ask me not to be sad nor cry but.. but.. sigh~~

DEAR~ Missing You so Much~ 

Wish To Hold You In My Arms But Just Can't~

This Kind Of Feeling Is Really Hard To Take~

just hope that time pass faster so that able to touch you hold you~

not letting you go away~ I Love You Lao Po~ ^.^

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~4ever Loving My Dear~

... I'm Sorry... = (

Dear
I'm really don't know have to said what to have my dear to forgive me..
all i know is just a simple and easy  understanding word which is Sorry...
I'm really sorry that I've made you think so much when i'm not around...
I felt like I'm so useless...
to left you there alone...

Sometimes there are also something I wanna tell..but if I tell, will I be the most selfish guy in the world..
sigh~~
remember that day you ask me if jason come over on the monday and tuesday is it ok..
actually i Take this question seriously inside my heart
I can't really straight away give you a answer...
Because in my mind i was thinking..
perhaps sometime I really think too much ...
in the end, i said yes,
because i just can't accept that letting you stay alone at angkasa alone..
there is so dangerous.....
I really want to stay at there to be with you but.... sigh....
I'm a failure..... when you needed me the most I'm not around..... x(

and now ur sad because of me.......... every second keeps me worry about you.
it get worst when i sms and call you,
you din't give me any respond.. T.T
I keep saying i miss you but you can't really see how badly I miss you every time I'm at Klang...
whitout you, I felt lonely inside my heart.....
I want to hug you so tight let you know that i really really miss you....
If coming back really let my dear think so much and worry~ then I choose not to come home next time..
staying at home things that able to do only sms, call and msn.. but what I wanted for is to talk to you face to face..

Able to touch and hold you...
give me a feeling of happiness inside of my heart... =(

='(
Please Dear~
Don't be sad anymore~
If u saw this, pls reply me a.s.a.p

='(
~~~~~~~I Love You~~~~~~

Wednesday~~

Dear, Miss you so much...

Can't wait till wednesday ~.~

When I'm not around, drink more water dear, 

Dun eat so much spicy food cause I know u can't eat spicy food..

Arghh~ remember that time you eat that tom yam mee soup on Block A..

Every single spoon you put inside your mouth then u will give a weird feeling.. like your suffering eating spicy food.. sigh~~~~~~

If feel cold then put on extra cloths.. cause u easily get flue...

Most Importantly drink more water~~ cause ur mouth easily pain =/

Sighhh~~~~ 

Know you sure get bored at Angkasa cause no internet over there...

have to connect to school but connection not stable always ='(

This picture take when we are at the TAXI.. dear missing you so much~~

Don't care what people said~ as long as i know I love you Forever. 

11.24pm

The feeling of missing you~

the feeling of want to hold you~

but only can do that in my dream now~ 

A day whitout you is like a week without you~
Oh dear~~~~

wanna msn with you but  wondering why internet connection is so bad today.....

speechless... sigh~~

and seeing your first post on ur blog really touch my heart...

=( =( =( =( =( ~~~~
Love You Viola Da Angelo, my Angel... 

Number 1 Dear in world!!!!!

u are really my superwoman today~~
you did everything all by urself including washing, sweapin, moping o.o
I am really proud and happy of my darling!!! I feel hapiness in my heart~~
I felt like i'm the most lucky person in earth to able to have a really really really super duper awesome sweet girl friend which I call you my most beloved DEAR ^.^

May Lord Jesus always bless you and protect of you =)
and Thank You God..

DEar~~ May you get well soon, no more ichyness =) hehe xD Love you always~ x)

xP 1st Time =P ^.^

~1st time~

Hehe =o

It is the best feeling I ev3r Had in my LIfe~~~

Even though it is my 1st time but everything just seem so Naturally.. ^^

Feeling of 1st time, Heartbeat Increase Faster and Even Faster.. Hold you Tight And Never Wanted to L3t you go.. Face and ears turn Red.. whole Body gone warm... FeeliNg of Happiness inside My Heart..

Just Hoping That 1st kiss able to last forever and it Never end.. x)

Deeply in my Heart, I want to Said...... 

~~~~~~~~Dear~~~~~~

U are my one and only one Sweetie Bear..

I love you every single moment of my life no matter what happen..

I will Take Care OF you.. HuG you Tight and never let you go~

~VioLa~

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