Trust + believing is Important~

TOday is the second day that i'm back in here~

I really hope that everyday going to be happy~

But comes out it's actually not~

Do you still have trust in our relationship?????

YOu always ask me not to think nonsense but today is you that did it~~~

I trust and believe in our love~

BUT why you go search Google 

" why no boyfriend don't love me anymore :( "

why do you want to search it????

why are you not believing in me?????

SAD~

no matter how many times i said i love you, if the trust within you and our relationship is gone,

you will only always feel that i'm not love you~

DO you know it hurt my feeling when i saw you search this on google???

What's wrong???

T=T

it's not joking~~~

I take this relationship seriously~

when i ask you the same question, u will said that my fikiran not matured???

now i try really hard to built/ make our relationship last forever~~~~

Ask yourself, if i don't love you,

will i go walk around to look for your favorite ice cream in the hot weather?

If i don't love you, would I still help you apply medicine everyday??

If I don't love you,  will I still go buy your favorite 

'Dou Hua' for you even i injured my leg??

If i don't love you, will i still control you eating spicy food???

If i Don't love you, will i still care about ur healthy? 

T^T

When i saw what you search on google, it only make me felt so disappointed/ unhappy,,,,

why i keep showing my dear love, you still can't realize it?? = '(

I though this week will be a happy week, but just come to the second day, things change again~~~~

I'm tired on myself~

I don;t know what to do~

why???

= ' ( 

 game is not a living things, you are a living things,

why will you compared you with a  non-living things???

should i be a non- living thing only that you can feel my love???

From the 1st day till today, I'm still always appreciated, love, care, about you~

Do you know that everytime dear ask me this question, 

it only make me think that i'm not good enough,

maybe i should not deserved you~ T.T

why love is so difficult now????

can;t just be back the 1st daY?

135 days~ = '(

tears in my broken heart~

sad~

wanted to cry, but don't have the strength to do it~

heart really pain~ 

Every single I love you i write to you is not weather it's reality or not reality, 

it's the strength that found inside a man heart  to write it~

I end this post with three word~

'I Love You'