Dear
I'm really don't know have to said what to have my dear to forgive me..
all i know is just a simple and easy understanding word which is Sorry...
I'm really sorry that I've made you think so much when i'm not around...
I felt like I'm so useless...
to left you there alone...
Sometimes there are also something I wanna tell..but if I tell, will I be the most selfish guy in the world..
sigh~~
remember that day you ask me if jason come over on the monday and tuesday is it ok..
actually i Take this question seriously inside my heart
I can't really straight away give you a answer...
Because in my mind i was thinking..
perhaps sometime I really think too much ...
in the end, i said yes,
because i just can't accept that letting you stay alone at angkasa alone..
there is so dangerous.....
I really want to stay at there to be with you but.... sigh....
I'm a failure..... when you needed me the most I'm not around..... x(
and now ur sad because of me.......... every second keeps me worry about you.
it get worst when i sms and call you,
you din't give me any respond.. T.T
I keep saying i miss you but you can't really see how badly I miss you every time I'm at Klang...
whitout you, I felt lonely inside my heart.....
I want to hug you so tight let you know that i really really miss you....
If coming back really let my dear think so much and worry~ then I choose not to come home next time..
staying at home things that able to do only sms, call and msn.. but what I wanted for is to talk to you face to face..
Able to touch and hold you...
give me a feeling of happiness inside of my heart... =(
='(
Please Dear~
Don't be sad anymore~
If u saw this, pls reply me a.s.a.p
='(
~~~~~~~I Love You~~~~~~

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