Disappointed = speechless to myself = '' (

Supposing tomorrow am going back to celebrate the year of 2011 with my dear.
and she said,
she was waiting for me to go shopping with her~
i am so excited and happy because it left few more hours i would be back to see my love..
I missing her very much ever since i'm back at Klang =' (
Everything is going well but till yesterday night~
my mom, suddenly ask me to go back on the Sunday~~
It's was like totally throw my mood away...
Try to argue but I am tired of arguing..
Because arguing well just end up hurting each other feeling..
nobody will win or lose..

I always kept my promises i made and I dislike breaking my promises.
A promise is about a person trust in you..
I said i will do it mean I will do it till the end..
I've promise my dear to be back on Saturday,
But.. because of.. and now I can't able to be back to be with you..

Breaking promises I made to you is so hard for me to take~
Is like you give trust to me and i throw it way =(
I'm feeling disappointed on myself..
I really do not know how to said sorry this time..
But just hoping that you forgive me....
supposing today was able to see you and now added another day~
a day = a year to me..........
guess i should really do is sleep to pass my time~